PLOT
For as long as he can remember, Takashi has been cursed by the ability to see spirits, a power inherited from his grandmother Reiko. Upon her death, Reiko bequeaths to her grandson her Yujiicho, a book containing the names of spirits Reiko had bullied into servitude. The Book is a highly prized item in the spirit world,with which in hand,one could summon any spirits from inside by calling the names,and the contract on which written the spirit name,is another form of representing its life ,which means if the paper is burnt or damaged the spirit will vanish.Spirits come to him often mistaken him as Reiko, however, Takashi spends his time giving back the contracts and releasing the various spirits that come to him for help. But that doesn't mean there aren't malicious spirits trying to kill him.,hence, Madara(or rather nyanko -sensei called by takashi)serves as his bodyguard and spiritual advisor.at first he's motivated by only the thought of possessing the book,but later,he becomes more attached to natsume.

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haha,ahh~~so cute! feel like laughing when see its cute fat looks,omg,he's fat until it''ll cause a small earthquake whenever he walks past,swt,and damn lazy in exercising,which in many occasions natsume keeps teasing him of,his big dream is to catch a few more birdies and tied them to a rope wound around his waist so that he could be fly strolling,which i think will never be realised until he lost few more pounds first,lol,wish to have this cat,looks cuddly,but he doesnt seem like a hugging person(or should i say cat?) ,eyes are on the watermelon,glinting,he loves eating ,and can stuff in many ,practically swam in the bag of potato chips ,literally i mean,always describes himself as dignified and elegant ,angry if people say he's merely a cat,haha,although he will never ever admit,but he loves it when people scratch the back of its ear of neck ,lol,another unmistakable act from a cat.


the curvature of the face bore 99% resemblance to the watermelon slice xDDDfit around just nicely




lol,natusme you look so tired,what you did last night?XDDDDDDD ,sleepy looks with bleary eyes

this time the main character is not in the super gorgeous category as most anime guys are,just a normal guy,i think they emphasize on the word ''normal' ,and the beauty of it is that sometimes normal does make people feel more like getting closer to,feel no distance in between,easier to relate to in reality.and it's really true,at first i was not really used to see his face,maybe still couldn't get rid of ciel's shadow,swt..but slowly found that he's 越看越帅,超耐看型 @@ swt,especially love his eyes,light hazel ,so soft and amiable they turn when he smiles ,or how they are closed when he use the spell,with lashes draped on his cheeks,a little aloof and sad,everything about him reminds me of that warm summer,of the flurry of leaves on wind,lush of green beams under the cerulean sky,the sound of rushing water against the rough,jagged stones ,the hollow echoes from under the bridge,bars of light push past the small crack in the curtain and glitters off the tawny coloured hair which has fallen loosely on face,a boy dozing off at the back of the class,soulful and warm when he expresses his gentleness and care towards the others,and he's really gentle to others,but he rarely shows it out,he treats spirits the same,respect their feelings,regards them as friends although some tried to harm him.haha,and the way he calls the cat ''肥猫''really is cute,then the cat will call back at him '' 豆芽菜'' hahaha,(i thnk he's quite fit,but dont know why they call him as such),and he's stil got many nicknames.maybe because of the reason that they take each other as family,no matter how bad they tease each other of,out of anger ,or just for the fun of it,they will forgive each other in the end,and no matter how many times the nyanko-sensei has wished natsume to die,so that he could have the book ,but still at crucial times,he will back him up and save him out of danger for sure.haha
his voice really is gentle ,slow and soothing ,in a way that makes people drunk,feel like can keep on listening to him till i fall asleep...




two lonely hearts cling to each other ,in the end , loneliness remains intact -ep1


love and being loved-ep2

a small consolation given will be remebered for the whole life-ep3

actually i dont want to be hiding here ,just that i couldnt get to anywhere -ep4

best friends will quarrel sometimes,but they wont hold grugde against each other-ep5

thanks for the warmth shared-ep6


little fox,you are so in bliss-ep7



memories do tell lies,but it doesnt matter much if you are happy living with it-ep8
someday, i might not be be able to see spirits anymore,and lost the unilateral contact with the invisible world ,as well as those annoying days,this is an escape for me..or...
memories we share wont fade with time

even though we may share similar experiences,but sometimes i feel like not able to understand the way you think-ep9

i'm one of degraded status ,can only love you without letting you know that-ep10


erm,feelings grown as days pass?ep11

i try all my best to protect what you have given to me,in order not to make you feel worried ,i will get stronger-ep12

夏目制作的雪兔


玄误入..糟糕这是哪里?一脸疑惑


靠着你就不觉得冷了(夏目的阿姨替他另做了一个,因为觉得一只太可怜了),太可恶了
我说夏目你家的冰箱未免也太多冰淇淋了吧>//< 那么冷的冬天还吃雪糕哦? 好想吃>//< 这里热死了

兔耳!我晕@@
什么相似度高,是玄你自已想戴而已吧~~哈哈哈
制作人太狡猾了
这兔耳好萌>//<
好像保护的感觉




omg!!!!THAT SMILE! does it look like someone?
ciel you are back ~~~>< swt,sounds like some desperate girls

before that,i felt that the guy was just being too unreasonable,too kind,he's weak yet he tries to protect those people around him,he's wounded yet he is smiling to cover up the pain so that those he loves will not be worried,so that those he loves will continue to smile until the end without knowing the truth that he's been bearing with,because of his kindness,he's used and fooled and for many times his life has been threatened,and because of the persistent presence of monsters ,he was once called liar and freak when he tried to tell about his secret,no one ever believed him,then he learnt to keep it to himself ,supposedly he should be hating monsters ,yet he has saved many. maybe from that time he's decided to return those names to the original monsters,he's tried to reach out,has been changing his views of the world ,tired of running away and being alone all the times,it feels good to see him changing,revealing parts of him bits by bits,and start to believe that there's kindness and understanding from people around him,the little boy who is not good at socializing clumsily expresses the gentleness and caring for others,love to see him trying,his seriousness and devotion in everything

sometimes ,those loneliness we feel are caused by us,there are people who love and care for us,but if we are unable to trust or open up our hearts to them,they wouldn't have known if we needed them,we have always wanted someone who will understand the meaning of our words without much talking ,wanted one who will be by our sides all the times without wanting us to give out,it's all but fantasy, love is established on mutual understanding,if they continue to give out without having something back for them ,maybe someday they will get tired of waiting and leave,we want people to understand us but it wont be going anyway farther than what we have wished, if we remain oblivious of their feelings.maybe in some incidents ,you will find that you are actually being loved by many people ,before that you never knew ,don't be surprised ,they have always been there for us ,just that we never tried to pay attention to what they did to us,
just that we have always put an ice cube in between ,freeze those hearts that have tried to get near ,and added a layer of insecurity,sometimes you can put down the shield and hold out your hand,i believe no one is forever trapped in the darkness,lean out and let the warmth of sun fall upon your fingertips,just like those monsters ,even though having great power ,they will still feel alone,even though hated humans ,or think that humans are too vulnerable,but still looking forward to the subtle feeling felt for them.

to those people who have loved and cared for me,i just wanted to say thanks for you guys ,for everything that you have done ,i might have overlooked it or being unware of ,still you guys have been helping me along ,when i'm sad ,alone or feeling lost ,have been giving me a lot of support and advice,i'm appreciative of it ,
i love you guys ..

swallow at the lake bottom

swallow,a young bird which had once been saved by human,it had dropped out of nest ,a guy picked it up and placed it back in the nest,but the parents hated the lingering scent of human on her ,they abandoned the nest ,every one of her siblings died as a result,alone and abandoned,she became a spirit.spent her life hiding under the bushes,another guy spotted her ,and everyday he came ,with a plate of food, he'd set it down on the gravel path in front of her. she felt grateful,the guy reminded her of the human who had saved her.because of human,she was saved ,was then abandoned,died alone,and became spirit ,again ,because of human ,she felt love and warmth which she had never felt before.

''natsume sama,can i hold your hand ''? the girl asked in a small voice
i stopped,half turned..
she stood very still,with her hands hanging down her sides,
hair like faded brown dangling down her neck,
and held out my hand ,her face changed,a faint smile curled on her lips
she ran over and took my hand very lightly,
as if afraid of what might be happening in the next moment
it's mid summer
sun climbed the sky
swirls of dry wind sent the trees in the woods shudder
grass clashing into each other,bent over and deep in whisper
and tatters of leaves on the ground flutter,
the silence was palpable
we were walking down the path ,hand in hand
feeling like we had all the time in the world
and the worries were far behind,there's no rushing,
''your hand is cool''
''erm.''you laughed a little
i was dumbstruck,actually i wanted to say it's cool in a comforting way..very soothing in fact
it's going to rain tonight''you said ,with a look at the sky above ,a covey of birds burst from nests in the trees and flew away into the darkening slash of horizon
when rustle of wingbeat passed
the air was still again
it rained on that night

we found the guy eventually
it's sunset
across the western sky,i saw splashes of plum and rust
the angle of sun was low on water
the fading light of dusk slanting off the surface ,
gleaming flecks of light moving along with the silent water
clouds bunching into thick gouts,rolling along motionlessly
we raced up the street ,down the sidewalk
lone streetlight emitting cold light from above
''he's here ,the scent is getting thicker '',you exclaimed, wheezing from the running,sweats beading from your forehead
when you saw him from behind ,your lips parted in quick breath
you could no longer hold back the feeling of wanting to be close to him anymore
you ran past me towards him,full with gratitude and respect
footfall echoed hollowly across the concrete
swish of dress as wind picked up and tore against it
the cuffs swung low as you moved
you stopped beside him ,smiled gesturing something with both your hands
face lit brightly with excitement and hopes
as he continued to walk down the road,never at once glanced into your direction
you stepped aside and let him pass
then you reached out ,wanted to touch..
but you didn't..
in his eyes,your reflection was missing
the outline of your body and head had merged into the colour of the sunset
there's not even a shadow on the ground could prove to him of your existence
but then i knew,
you were everywhere around him,in the air ,up in the sky ,in the fading dusk
but,still..
he had seen through you as if you weren't there..
at last ,you waved him goodbye and stood watching until his back disappeared from your sight
the most saddening thing was that you were right in front of him ,but he didn't know and couldn't never have known.

you said you were happy just to see him and your wish was completed ,you thanked me and were about to leave ,but i made you stay ..cause i knew you still missed him and i wished i could do something for you

it's blue afternoon
you were sitting high up on the tree branch
with your eyes closed and hands folded in your laps
soft streams of yellow light filtered through the leaves,
which stirred in the slight breeze
beams of light flecked your dress
crossed the space between your fingers
birds chirped in the distance
you caught sight of the guy
you leaped to your feet
threw up your hands ,waving
shouting his name,and a goodbye