vampire diaries

recently been watching a super awesome series -the vampire diaries , which i think i have recommended to many people ,swt ,and i just finished the books , although they have made some changes or editing to the series ,but it remains breathtaking ,very nice ,and i think they did a pretty good job in editing ,as some of the details or story lines may sound a little illogical for me in the book ,and it becomes all make sense in that series.unavoidable ,some scenes are 18x ,frustratingly ,they have omitted them from the series shown on TV8 every Tues,and believe me ,it's badly omitted =.='' which is much more confusing for those who have never read the books ,you can imagine one scene being skipped to another ,maybe if you didn't pay enuf attention ,you wouldn't realize though
haha ,some introductory words to the books
Elena- beautiful,popular ,the girl who can have any guy she wants, lost her parents in an accident 4 months ago ,has a sister named Margaret ( in that movie,she has a brother called Jeremy instead) ,and recently been living with her guardian -aunt Judith ,she struggles to hide her grief from everyone ,finds herself drawn to a dark ,mysterious student

Stefan-brooding,mysterious-good at frowning,haha > practically ignored elena when he first met her, walked past elena without a side glance( u can imagine possibly what hurt would do to a girl who have thought herself to be irresistible to guys,but stefan has been hiding his feelings for her ,because he fell for a girl called katherine centuries ago ,who looked exaclty like elena),good-natured and kind to those people around him ( has been resisting the urge of drinking human blood ) desperately trying to resist his desire for elena...for her own good.

Damon-dangerous,revengeful ,whose dark grace,beauty ,and sensuality can draw women to him like moths to flame,selfish ( who just cares only Elena and Stephan -he does care ,nor that he ever wants to admit , he rushes to their sides when they are in danger ),a loner also ( the first friend he ever admitted is Elena ) ,cruel and ruthless

here are some photos


this is the cover photo for the first episode of the vampire diaries series( haha ,the crow perched on elena knee is actually another form of damon )


the salvatores brothers-stefan and damon





when i'm looking at this picture ,it takes my breath away ><,katherine is indeed gorgeous,those brown eyes fringed with black thick lashes below the elegantly arched brows,lips like rose petals on its full bloom- an ancient beauty,no wonder the two brothers fell for her on first sights,dazzling by her beauty

katherine ( i love her curls ,very beautiful on her ^^ )

the group photo -caroline is the only blond in this photo, in her dark blue dress ,bonnie is the one sitting on chair with brown hair fall over her shoulders , elena as sexy as ever ,in her purple dress that molds into her body emphasizing those curve lines of hers,they are best friends in this series ,though i felt quite sad that meredith ,a character in that book has been removed fom this movie ><
she looks dreamily gorgeous ,and i like Elena (Nina dobrev ) ,although many say she doesn't suit the character description-in that book,Elena is described to have blond hair ,creamy white skin ,and lapis lazuli blue eyes ,however it's only written so to make the character angel-like and incomparably beautiful-in fact ,i think they would never find an actress who can do as well as Nina for this movie

Stefan ( Paul Wesley ),in his brooding mood i guess,eyes that stare very intently especially towards Elena ,a guy that can make people feel safe and secure with him around ,protective for those who he loves and cares for and hopes to lead a normal human life until Damon comes and ruins it ,swt,haha ,he''ll act as bad boy in one of the episodes which is going to make your jaws drop ,haha so not ''him''..i think he's more suited to do obedient ,good guy looks






Damon Salvatore (Ian somerhalder),who is a bad guy and also brutally honest at the same time,fell in love with Katherine ,and spent 148 years to search for her and realized that she didn't give a damn about him all these times, The first thing you have to understand about Damon is that he’s a very motivated and lonely guy.imagine spending hundred years bury deep down your thoughts ,heart and soul,as cynical as he is -he never trusts anyone but himself ,You put those two things together and you have a very dangerous individual, but the funny thing is — and as trite as it sounds — what he does, he does out of love. There are two relationships that he misses and that he wants back in his life — his brother and his girl — and he’ll do anything he can to get them back.i have to give him credits for that he has been bringing the character alive out of the book ,from the snickers ,sinister smiles to the expression of eyes to the ways he flaunts=.=''. exactly like what's been described by the writer.

kissing you ..

last night,i had a bewildering dream ,which took on an unreal ,dreamlike shade.after i flipped the light switch off,i crept under the sheets,nestling my weary body against the warm,velvet ,blue and gray striped blanket .i groped for Patrick and Mimi which i knew must be somewhere near me on the bed in the dimness ,then my hand touched something silky and cool,i clung on to it--found Patrick ( a gift from my beloved ,best friend ^^,Patrick is shaped like a starfish,of course ,he's a starfish after all ,haha ,talking gibberish again ,inevitably, soft and smooth if you lay your hand over it,gently brushing against ,applying a little pressure ,sand-like,tiny pellets come against the touch .he has a body of slightly deeper pink,like the dawn-coloured rose,with tiny ,circular red dots dispersed on them,not very crammy kind ,each is equally spaced from each other .of course,it has those eyes of plain...
slumped into a bed ,i pursed my lips into a thin hard line,my throat tightened as if there's lump growing inside and bit my lower lip absently before i asked in a coldest voice ever managed ,''what's wrong with you ?'' ''why are you acting so weird ?'' "'what have i done that makes you hate me so much ?'' '' do you always treat the ones you love the way you do now ?'' i...i don't understand ...''my voice trailed off ...it sounded like dust in this room ,so hollow and very wrong ...i think it never got into him as well.

seconds crawled by ,the rain had stopped now , faintest rays of sunlight clung to the air with only a tentative hold,crimson lights coming from the window throwing lights and shadows over the planes of his face ,drawing long pitch-black shadow behind ,wide and mesmerizing ..there had been a string of questions ,i understood he needed time to sort out his muddled ,tangled mind,i understood i shouldn't be so pushy ...he still stood motionlessly..

'' go to bed..'' he said coldly

''why don't you talk to me face-to-face?''i demanded ,voice trembled with anger

he didn't turn or say anything ,''i don't want to get into a quarrel with you ,just go to sleep ..''he said ,again, in a voice lack of warmth ,it's not just dispassionately ,but full of flat despair...

i felt heat prickled behind my eyes ,threatening to reach a certain degree that it scorched and i couldn't hold it any longer behind those fortress,my lungs ached and burned as air left them ,as if i was breathing in water,it hurt and when it stopped hurting ,everything stopped along with it,and i knew it's over, i couldn't cry ,i told myself firmly ,he's mocking you ,don't you know ,stupid..you are not a baby anymore ,show him that those words couldn't hurt you because he wouldn't care anyway for any single drop of tear ,save them !don't break down ,not at this time!

''you sound like i intentionally picking up a fight ,dont you ? by the way,i can sleep on chair , and i never said that i want to sleep ,don't you decide for me what i want to do !''i retorted icily..

''take the bed ,leave me alone ! '' his voice was the same but with an undertone of seriousness,and he sounded more controlled than ever

more shaken than ever .

my heart sank ,is it because he's afraid of his feelings towards me ,because he know that he's not able to give me what i want. i thought

'' is this about that you're scared of hurting me ?''

''no.."

''then what it's ,if you could just open your heart to me for just once ,many problems would have been solved ,i thought we were on verge of understanding.''

''no..you don't know me ..''he said dryly

i sighed ,fought the burning ache in my chest ,it seemed like aching forever ,undiminished ,i braced herself against a pillow ,head down ,breathing deeply to calm myself desperately

'' you are just holding me back ,''he said tonelessly

''from what ?'' i pressed on

''everything!" the change of his tone ,it frightened me and it hurt ..

he half turned from where he'd been standing i thought he's beyond of reach now ,and i might lose him ,then he lifted his head and i met his gaze ,there are depths in the blackness ,so dark that it's full of turmoil ,anger ,and some bitterness ..yes,he's furious ,his face hard and expressionless,yet i saw the ferments of feelings-longing ,confusion ,anger and fear ..then it smoothed over and his shields were back up ,and i couldnt see anything except the steely calm blackness

it broke my heart ,and i knew he could hear it ,with the satisfactory shattering of glass inside,tinkled as the glass shards fell and skewering into my flesh ,it's marred by line and line of blood ,and he just left it bleed

i could feel my tears trickled down my cheeks ,'' you are so good at that ,aren't you ?'',my voice was cold now ,recklessly ,angrily ,i moved in even closer .'' at pushing people away ,i think i probably should leave now ,as I'm all hurt and wrecked at a point that you wouldn't turn to look at me and i know you wouldn't care consider how selfish you can get !''

i spun on my heels ,but just as i was about to take the 1st step away ,forever away from him ,he whirled and caught me by my wrist ,locked me in an unbreakable grip ,then ,with a swoop of his head ,he kissed me.the kiss was hard and long and for quite a while i resisted out of sheer instinct.the way he held -if i put enough pressure at those points ,it would hurt me possibly seriously .then he was stroking my hair crushing gently at the ends

i pushed at him ,twisted ,and tried to struggle off his held ,then the hold broke,we both left staring at each other ,breathlessly ,his sleek hair was mussed ,face ,which had once been self-composed and calm ,now flushed with blood ,his dark lashes were trembling as he looked everywhere except at me .then it's the first time he noted me crying quietly ,he brought up a hand to brush the tears off my cheek ....which was so unfair ..

When I’m kissing you
It all starts making sense
And all the questions
I’ve been asking in my head
Like are you the one should I really trust
Crystal clear it becomes
When I’m kissing you

bear with me ,my dream ended right here ,i woke up feeling my mind groggy and sick ,it seemed like I'd been crying ,as i found tears-stained on my pillow ,omg ..i must have out of my mind ..it's really a weird dream ,and i just started writing it down ,scared that I'd forget..first time i dreamed of being kissed ,must have been because of listening to the song as i fell asleep ..

now i have fallen in love with this song ,it's so sweet !

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